This was about a horrible situation I dug myself into with a childhood friend back years upon years ago. I'd learned a lot from it.
lyrics
A small seed of lies,
in a desperate plea for connection,
At the time thoughts clogged my mind,
and you helped me when I created them,
As time progressed,
we saw what everything that I'd said did to you,
oh, I loved you too much,
And I was never sure how you could loved me too.
So I left myself,
drift from you,
a chance for you to forget all I done,
and all the things that I said to you.
Weary eyes beneath a tattered hood,
fixed on words of mistunderstood blood,
I miss the days of a distant hug,
fixed on words of mistunderstood blood.
but we always drifted back,
this just surfaced the guilt,
I couldn't take the weight when you asked,
I needed to let out the truth,
I closed my eyes, swallowed my pride,
and let this regret bleed through me.
I'll block you out and cage me in,
take everything and tear it from my skin,
I pushed you toward your seperate way,
and forget our memory from yesterday,
Now I'm left with no one. After all these stupid things I've done.
I want to die like the sunset,
because I feel my eyes still burn,
I live silent like the sunrise,
the most peaceful way to be all alone.
The second EP from Northern Irish singer-songwriter Bea Stewart runs from gentle folk to pillowy pop ballads, all perfectly executed. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 15, 2024
Percussionist and sound artist Riccardo La Foresta joins musician and producer James Ginzburg for a fluid collaborative experiment. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 4, 2024